Have you ever seen her this happy? Have you? Neither have I.
And now, I hardly doubt she’ll ever be this happy.
You want to know why I’m so fucking pissed about his death? Three weeks ago, my grandfather died. He was only 77. Since I was 6 (I’m now 19) he would come and pick me and my sis up from school and bring us home, where our grandmother would cook us lunch. They’ve been eating with us every day for years and years, I would talk to him about school and stuff.. He was very smart and had an amazing learning. He was incredibly bright-minded and cultured. He knew everything. His death devastated me and my family and not a single day goes by that I don’t miss him. I miss him so much. My grandmother too, has lost the love of her life, someone she has known for more than 50 years. And when she lost him, she said “I’ve had a great love, the greatest of my life, and he’s now gone. Gone forever”.
Emma is a bit like that. Although she was never married to Neal and they never spent much time together, they loved each other so much. SO SO MUCH. And the fact that, unlike my grandparents, they never got to spend a great life in Tallahassee together makes me ever sadder.
Why do I have to go through so much in my life and even tv doesn’t help me because they kill off the best characters? Life’s so unfair.
I hope Emma will fight back and be strong for Henry. Be strong Emma.